I GOT IT!
so why am I so scared?
Big step of faith time. I am NOT even kidding.
I was awarded one of a hundred spots in the entire state to participate in the Degree Completion program.
Which means I have 18 months to get my Associates in Emergency Medical Technologies.
And learn how to be a midwife (but I didn't tell them that last part - you know...not their business)
I don't have to find a job. BUT..
I do have to survive on state assistance for that 18 months.
I do have to find private funding for college...they don't help with that part.
And if I DON'T stay registered as a fulltime student?
Dropped. Like a hot tater.
So how does one survive on less than $800 a month with four kids?
Like my Mom said...God has always provided for me before. He has set me on this path. He will back me up if I stay in tight with Him. Why am I afraid?
Cuz my "human" is showing.
18 months to go to school, pursue my dream and be there for my kids when they get home from school.
THANK YOU, LORD! YOU ARE SO GOOD TO ME!