Saturday, March 17, 2007

Okay, I'm scared!

Confession time, friends. I'm scared. It's a hard thing to admit. Not alot of things scare me. But this does.

Something is wrong. My blood sugar is out of whack. I have had readings from low (70) to high (190) and several episodes of shaking and dizziness in the last couple of days. So I went to the doctor thinking maybe I was hypoglycemic (Low bloodsugar). He thinks that I may actually be diabetic. My blood test results will be back on Monday.

I am running to God. And sticking my head in the sand. I want to ignore this. Please, not me. I have a close friend with diabetes so I know alot about it...and I don't want it. Why? I can't do this! Please God. I don't understand. Let it be nothing. Or a side effect of my Paxil...or just my funky eating...or ANYTHING else!

I'm scared. Please pray for me, ya'll.

5 comments:

Shoshana said...

Janean, am sending a prayer for you. My mother has the other kind of diabetes, and she's doing fine. It's not so bad, as opposed to inject with insulin diabetes.

I wish you all the best with the result too.

MotoMom said...

Praying. And may I point out your blog entry just before this one. God is in control. He has not brought you this far to let you go now.

Rebekah said...

My dad had diabeties. He got it under control by diet alone and was no longer considered a diabetic. I'll be praying but to ease your mind, I dont think diabeties is quite the big deal it used to be. There are a lot of alternative treatments out there. And I know its the hardest thing sometimes, but let go and let God

Karianne said...

Keep us posted. The waiting is the worst! Thinking of you!

Terri @ In His Hands said...

I just found your blog and wanted you to know that I'm praying for you. Keep your focus on God and no matter what the diagnosis is, He'll be there with you.